She stood there, tears roling down her face and smeering her maskara. the wind was wipping her long hair that, for once, was out of a bun and her dress was riped in a couple places. She cursed and walked in circles around the small fire she had made. she pulled out a folded pice of paper from her clivaghe and looked at it. It was a picture of Kadaj, Loz, Yazoo and Natasha. she looked at kadaj, looking Emo as usual and she riped up the picture.
"That stupid...''
she tore it in half
"STUPID..."
She tore it into quarters
"Turkey headed.."
she tore it into eighths
"Bubble brained..."
she through it into the fire
"piece of..."
Then she felt the baby kick again. she looked down at her stumic and screamed.
"This is all your falt! Your the worst thing thats happend to me!
she yelled. She picked up a long, sharp stick and held it to her stumic. She was about to plung it into her stumic when she felt the baby kick again. Then she rememberd what Yuna had said.
The Lulu I know is gone
That had changed Lulu. she droped the stick and looked at her stumic again.
"I cant keep doing this."
She said. She put her hand on her stumic and said.
"I swear I'll protect you, my little Yuna."

Lulu jumped when she heard a voice. She started to turn, but she allready new who it was. When Lulu looked into clouds eyes she didnt feel that usewal anger. She felt sad, pittiful, and imberresed. She looked at him and could tell he wanted to kill her. If it wasn't for her baby she would have asked him to kill her.
"I dont know were Kadaj is, but I wish I did so you can kill him." She said the last part in a nasty tone. She took a deep breath and sat down.
Calm down She thought. Then her stumic groweld. She grimmeced.
"Do you know were the closest town is?"
She looked at his rock hard face.
"Look, I know I've done too meany bad this that I could never make up for and you dont want to be my buddy or anything. But just let me tell you that I regret every bad thing I've ever done and it's my fault that... that... Yuna..."
She stopped to take a breath. She wasn't going to cry infront of him.
"You probobly dont beleave me, but I dont want to be alive right now. I wish this was all a bad dream. but its not and I cant kill myself because of my chiled. so please, just tell me were the closest town is."